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For a while I used to blog everything.
Well, OK.. Not everything, but a lot.
I kind of miss doing that but I have felt that I want to have a degree of privacy lately. There are things that I want to write about but my ex wife often reads this page.
My avoidance of blogging is not because I want to spend all my time complaining about her, occasionally I might want to but generally I don’t feel any need to. What my avoidance is about is that I don’t always want her to know everything about what is going on in my life.
For example, last year I met a girl that I really cared for, but unfortunately for me she was in love with someone else and when things fell apart I really wanted to share the experience in words on these pages but I couldn’t because I hadn’t shared the start of the relationship so it would have been either disjointed or long winded.. Probably both!
I am not sure what to do now. I enjoy the writing. I know that not very many people read it but that is not the point as I write for myself and not for them. There is some stuff that I want to write about but I am just not sure about what to do anymore. Actually, I am not sure of a lot of things lately. I can’t seem to shake this depression cycle that I have got myself into. I get periods of relief when I have the kids with me but then after that I crawl back into my hole and hide away.
Blah, I’m rambling now!